Day 107

Hello world! I’m not sure what to say yet… AHH! Physics, it makes me want to jump off a bridge. No, it makes me want to push someone else off of a bridge. Mostly Galileo. It’s not that I don’t get it, its that I can’t wrap my mind around it at 7:38. Erg…

When I got home I decided that I needed to finger paint. I wasn’t feeling stressed out, but more under expressed. Which is kind of funny, because I’m not really one to hold out on expressing myself. But I painted first a self portrait, and then a scene that has played over and over in my mind, and then a picture of my past, and then whats on my mind, and then I covered it all in finger prints. I’m not sure what I intend to do with it, but it felt good.

I’ve been listening to the song “The Feeling” by Ben Rector. So much love ❤
It’s the way she wears her dress and bats her eyes,
That makes you find the truth in lines of cheesy love songs,
Oh, your favorite ones.
The way she’s not who you thought she would be,
But she remains a mystery that you haven’t figured out.
But you wouldn’t want to, now.

I just love this, it makes me smile. There are times when I find myself wondering if I bat my eyes… or if anyone notices. Other times I just love freedom. I guess I’m a conflicted child. Ah, boys, what to do with them?

Some one asked me the other day if I was a Jesus Freak. I was a little unsure of what to say, so I said the most cleaver thing I could. “Is there shame in that?” pull out my inner lawyer and answer a question with a question. Honestly, I’ve felt a little disconnected recently. I’ve been really focused on school, and my self. Probably the 8th grade girls I hang out with on Wednesday nights have been teaching me the most.  Teaching me about honesty, and gossip and how it hurts. Teaching me what it means to be a true leader. And they have been motivating me (whether or not they know it) to be a better leader, and to focus on what really matters. ❤

Random Fact of the Day- World Nutella day is February 5th, get ready world!

Mission of the Day- Finger paint. It feels good for your soul.

Love you!



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